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01/03/2025 4:58 pm
For as long as I can remember, I've been excited by the idea of being punished 'there'. A lot of the thrill is someone, who shouldn't normally see, having to do it - a boss, a church elder, a friend's dad. Sometimes it isn't as private as it should be, maybe someone walks in or maybe there just isn't anywhere private for it to happen.
Of course, it is no big deal for him, but i'm mortified with him seeing me.
Actually the lead up and the even after is perhaps more exciting than the actual punishment. I imagine having to prepare myself - maybe even having to rearrange or remove my lower clothing. Imagine getting up, getting dressed, having breakfast, knowing what is going to happen. Maybe I'm living at home and I haven't told my family, so I have to pretend everything is normal.
- and after, perhaps having to pull up my knickers (impossible to do with dignity) and then trying to act as though nothing has happen while people know *exactly* what has just been done to me
The embarrassment of having to bend over to be hit on your bottom (even over clothes) is much worse than the pain.
Sometimes I imagine a report on what was done being written - exactly what was done, who did it, who witnessed it, whether I cried when it happened.
Sometimes i really wonder why I'm excited by the thought of being punished. It isn't the pain - i'm a total wimp when it comes to being hurt. I think it is being seen - but not in a slutty way like me lifting up my top at a party but this is where I don't have a choice - so it isn't my fault - but still people are seeing me bare.
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01/03/2025 6:07 pm
Yes I have always been aroused by having to strip naked particularly in front of a woman I have never met before and being told to bend over with my legs apart and she runs her hands up my thighs and spanks my bottom and continues to spank until she decides to move on to the paddle and gets my bum really red and warm and then for the real pain when she wields the cane or whip leaving bright red weals across my bum which she then runs her hand along.
I agree with Samantha that the waiting is the worst part as she plays with my thighs and I just wish she would get on with it and I know the view she is getting so she is in no hurry.
She is aroused and so am I even though I am embarrassed but I need to focus on absorbing the pain but afterwards pulling up my pants over the weals left by her cane is excrutiatingly painful.
Afterwards I wonder what she is doing having just enjoyed witnessing my pain and embarrassment and nudity.
14/03/2025 1:44 am
The thing of not having a choice about it is really what makes it a disciplinary situation. You wouldn't do it yourself - you're made to. And with that, making it embarrassing is a key part of it.
Corner time can be good for that too, having to stand there with your bare bottom on show. I'll regularly do that during a spanking. There's embarrassment from the situation, and it also gives time to build up anticipation for the next round of punishment. And if the spankee has to stand with their legs apart, there's no modesty left at all.
